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Sunday, November 09, 2008 @ 8:12 AM
yesterdae wakeup at 6plus. when iie wakeup , iie saw dear msg &nd miss call. faster reply his msg l0rhs. hmmmms. he c0me up maii hus , &nd blabla. 10plus g0 0ut , take the same bus wibb dear. aliqht at 838 , iie walk t0 850. n0 0ne dhere l0rhs. s0 empty. saw ah ch0u &nd his c0usin , slack l0rhs. ch0u g0 h0meee. iie al0ne at 850 , waiting f0r bendan. while iie waiting , iie really thiink al0rts larhs. haiis. iie started t0 cry lia0s lerhs. bendan c0me. she ask me whads happen , iie keep saying n0thing. c0z iie really d0nn wann t0 say aniiting at dhat p0int 0f tyme. she ask me cry 0ut. haiis. andy didi , justin &nd j0sie k0rhh alsh0 came. k0rh ask me whads happen , iie din tell her aniiting. haiis. &nd blablablabla. ** bendan♥♥ : thanks f0r peii me. loveee ue l0rts ! ** andy didi♥ : s0rriie , iie didnt mean it t0 sh0ut &nd kan ue. thanks f0r peii me. ** justin♥ : thanks f0r peii-ing me all the way. ** j0sie k0rhh♥♥ : thanks f0r peii me t0o. l0veee ue l0rts ! haiis. n0w quarrel wibb dear. iie really d0nn0e larhs. just n0w really damn fucking sad , disapp0inted &nd FUCKUP lia0s. lied t0 me whye ? ue say iie will give ue lanjia0 attitude. bhuds ue n0e whads iie thiink marhs ? at first , iie thiink dhat she will be ar0und lia0s lerhs. s0 iie ren. iie t0ld myself n0t t0 give ue laniia0 attitude. iin the end ue t0ld me 0nly g0t 2 0f dhem , at first ue already pui zhui lia0s lerhs. 0kayes nevermind iie believe dhere's 0nly 2 pers0n. when iie saw didi , iie ask hyme. he t0ld me the truth derhs. if n0t iie get hidden fr0m ue ! ue d0nn nid t0 kan didi derhs. ue n0t happy ue c0me &nd kan me. c0z is iie ask hyme derhs. if n0t iie will be just like a stupid pers0n ! an0ther thing , whye at my h0use g0t pe0ple msg ue , ue hide &nd reply ? ue thiink iie stupid ? iie w0nn thiink. &nd iie can tell ue n0w I FUCKING THE JEAL0US ! iie n0t fake derh 0kayes ? let me ask ue , im ure stead. maii gan as in b0ys , send me whads ily & imy all dhat will ue be happy &nd jeal0us ? ue c0nfirm n0t happy derhs l0rhs. if ue happy dhen iie g0t n0thing t0 say l0rhs. whyewhyewhye ? whye iie d0 s0 much f0r ue ? f0r whads FUCK ? c0z iiel0vey0u ! bhuds whads ue did ? ue hurt me 0nce again ! haiis. whads ue thiinking n0w iie really d0nn0e larhs. thiis tyme iie did n0thing wr0ng. n0w is ure turn t0 thiink ! iie really wann ask ue 1 questi0n : whads ue mean by " iie w0nn appear in fr0nt 0f ue all lia0s lerhs ? " wtF are ue trying t0 say ? really feel like g0ing back t0 the past derhs me. 1 is g0od things , 1 is bad things. g0od thiings is : d0nn nid t0 care aniiting. be back myself &nd just be happy. bad thiings is : cut my wrist every n0w &nd then. pr0mised is given t0 al0rts 0f pe0ple , n0rt t0 cut my wrist lerhs ! s0 n0w whads cans iie d0 ? CRY CRY CRY. 1 days iie will have n0 tears ! dear♥♥ : n0t iie wann t0 quarrel wibb ue derhs , iie really cant c0ntr0l lia0s lerhs. if iie really d0nn say things , ue w0nn n0e maii feeling derhs. iie d0nn wann t0 keep everything inside maii heart lia0s lerhs. dhat's is stupid larhs. it will be m0re pain if iie d0nn say 0ut aniiting. actually , ue at maii hus dhat tyme iie really wanna cry 0ut. bhuds iie cant. whye ? c0z iie n0e ue will ask me whads happen derhs. &nd whye iie t0ld ue iin the bus iie cant reach h0mee at dhat tyme. c0z iie n0e iie will cry , bhuds iie d0nn wann t0 let ue n0e aniiting first. whye ? iie d0nn wann ue t0 get w0rriie f0r me. haiis ! d0 ue understand me marhs ? n0 matter whads happen , iie will l0veeee ue ! n0 0ne can replaced ue iin maii heart derhs.! iLovEsYouEs ! ** if ue happen t0 see thiis then g0 thiink burhs. haiis. wr0te all thiis wibb p0uring water ! haiis. really very tired lia0s lerhs. feel like slping n0w. hmmmmms. Y0UR 1ST FEATURED FREN IN FRIENDSTER Name: ♥♥ Henry Does he or she have a bf/gf? ♥♥ yupp (: Do you know a secret about him/her? ♥♥ ermmmm , n0ppes. Is this person older than you? ♥♥ yupp (: Has he/she ever cooked for you? ♥♥ yeahs (: When was the last time you thought of him/her? ♥♥ n0w ! Do you have a nickname for each other? ♥♥ dear (: How many times do you talk to this person? ♥♥ al0rts 0f tyme. Have you seen this person cry? ♥♥ yeahs. How long have you known this person? ♥♥ thiink 1 years plus lia0s burhs. Have you ever been to the mall with this person? ♥♥ yeahs (: Have you ever had a sleepover with him/her? ♥♥ yeahs (: If you ever moved away would you miss this person ? ♥♥ 0f c0z larhs. Have you ever given this person something? ♥♥ yeahs (: Have you ever done something really stupid with this person? ♥♥ yupp. Have you ever made something with this person? ♥♥ ermmmm , s0me s0rt. Have you fought before? ♥♥ yupp ): Do you know everything about this person? ♥♥ n0ppes. person's shoe size? ♥♥ d0nn0e. Have you ever worn this person's clothes? ♥♥ yeahs , cardigan. Have you ever heard this person sing? ♥♥ yupp. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days? ♥♥ n0ppes. Have you and this person went clubbing? ♥♥ n0ppes. Do you know how to make this person feel happy? ♥♥ ermmm , d0nn0e. Do you and this person talk a lot? ♥♥ can say s0 burhs. who is his/her crush? ♥♥ huhs ? Has this person yelled at you? ♥♥ yupp. Has this person always been there? ♥♥ n0ppes. Do you want to be with him/her forever? ♥♥ 0f c0z larhs. bhuds this is h0ppes s0 (: takareee burhs every0ne. byeeeeeeeees ! iiel0veshyme xia0Liin爱aHwei memories |