♡ MSCE & CSHE
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Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 2:07 AM
didnt go to school today due to my sickness. wakeup, bath& everything. meet baby& korkor at polyclinic. junwei came too. after consulting doctor, went 925 eat meet x.ben there too. after that, me& junwei went to x.ben house. slack, talk craps. Lols, funland after that. then 8 head. lahlahlahs, kinda bored today. somemore not feeling well. im a good girl okays, didnt ton today. hahas. somemore im tired ): do you deserve me to wait ? whad you have done, you should know it yourself. ii didnt blame you for anyth, go reflect& tell me. the fourth day already but you're not in SG. indeed ii miss you alots. but hais! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is disappointed in you ~! memories |
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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 1:07 AM
argh ! chinese test ii didnt focus on it. im just too tired! scared ii fail, but ii already did my best lerhs. tml, EBS! OMFGoodness! ii will try my best (: don ; tai gong cheerup lahs. dont think so much already (: im sick! fcuking hellxzxz, scared ii kanna fever. ): dont think ii dont know whad happen lahs. fcuking disappointed in whad you have done. hated you doing this kind of things. din you think bout people feelings ? are you a human ? Zzz. the 3rd day. SHALL II ? Goodnights, damn tired of thinking already. PEOPLE TAGG ME MORE! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi ! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is disappointed ~ memories |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 12:03 AM
yeahs, finally ii went to school on wednesday. haha. kinda lazy in the morning, but ii got no choice. im fcuking angry about a guy from 4A2 ! PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYE BIG BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING OKAYS! you better bear in mind, dont make till me again. if not, ii will let you know whad is DIE! im so freaking stress about CPA now. im totally stunt ! dont know what to do. but, aiya ii'll try it lahs. do my best. just finish the planning only. pictures& info still haven do. F ~ hands on is starting, ii do not have enough time ! ): tml having chinese test, hope ii pass ah ! ~ ii want to get 30& above, is over 50 ( ii think ) not feeling well now, having flu& cough. FcukIt! going sleep soon, im tired after eating medicine. Goodnights. 2 day ! iimissyou alots! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~! memories |
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 6:02 PM
im very tired now! anytime lie down also can sleep derhs. today im late for school ! argh, lucky ii said ii vomit in the morning. if not jius kanna 1 hour sip. superb stress today canxzxz! ii dont even know how to do EBS coursework. dont understand at all, at least ii tried okays. haha! somemore school internet is lagging ~ Fcuking idiot! so pekcek. later still got to do research, argh ! dont think going out today ? as for now, going bath. after bath , do research. then wait for my beloved darling to come over. watching 海派甜心 together. haha! continue, darling came, then ii still doing research. argh ! head big lahs. done& we watch show! but ii kept falling asleep. haha, sleep for 15 min. tired okays. after that, bus to eat douhua. meet justin& joeson there. joeson you bloody idiot, ps us ! hahas, see your soon! Beloved korkor! ii miss you lots! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~ memories |
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@ 12:16 AM
actually there's nothing much ii want to elaborate today, kinda bored ! bi, im sorry for wasting your effort. anw, thanks for the call. Lols ! dont want talk ? is fine with me okays. bear it in your mind. you dont give a damn to anything ? as if ii give a damn like that. Lols, fcukoff& get on with your HAPPY life lahs! dont have to talk to me anymore, take it as ii didnt know you from the start ? you want to be so cb, ii also can derhs. ii will continue wait! miss korkor ! going to see my show, woolahlah ~ after show, go sleep. if not, tml cant wakeup. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~! memories |
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 4:27 PM
woolahlah ~! today will be a better night (: Congrats to Hazel ; GuGu. wishing you& Guzhang a blessed& blissful marriage. alright, im kinda bored now. so decide to update bloggy. haha, looking forward to the dinner later on ~ still not preparing anything yet. haven even bath =.= ! after wedding maybe going partyworld or kbox ~ yewhoooo ! Happy today. haha! but ii miss korkor very much. hais (!) dont regret any decision you've made. Goodbyes, tonight will be a good, good night (: going prepare now. you hurts me alots (!) ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi ! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~ memories |
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@ 1:53 AM
miss precious korkor so much ! happy* meet him today. alots of things is happening around, ii dont know how to explain much. mood is not good too. suddenly blank in my mind. nothing to talk bout when ii saw you. dont know should wait or whads ? its hurts. im not that type of girl who can forget easily ! tmr& sunday having wedding dinner. sian, no time to meet anyone lerhs. coursework starting next week , both cpa& ebs. fcuking stressup lahs, cpa ii havent do anything except the planning. argh, ebs ii dont know whad they doing too. F ~ replying shushu's letter, wanna ask him or send regards to him please tell me (: hais, as whad ii saw in newspaper. korkor now at another side lerhs. dont know how to get his address. the letter is send back to me. waiting for his letter now. miss him lots! ♥ you : when you're sad, im always by your side. when ii'm sad where are you ? super hate you right now. you've change to another person. you said before, we wont drift. who is the one that make us drift ? everything you said just simply cant be trusted that's all ! maybe you dont have to tell me so many things lerhs. stay as friend bahs, if you know who you are. feel that im falling down one day. not enough sleep, keep thinking bout things. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi ! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~ memories |
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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 12:00 AM
SAD & NO MOOD ! im blank without you by my side. always be there for me , but now no more. ii dont know whad to do next lerhs. haiis (!) please contact me asap. im worried. misses ♥ so many things happen nowadays. shall not elaborate further. superb no mood now! hope you will be fine bahs, really. baby, things you've to decide on your own. ii cant give you suggestion lerhs. sorry (!) settle down your own things first bahs. ♥ it seems that you are avoiding me. why ? cant we settle down things now. or whadever you say is fake that's why you dont wanna sort things out ? really wanna know, whad are you thinking right now. haiis (!) whadever it is, im still waiting. im superb tired of things around now. coursework is starting next week. im gonna catchup. superb stress! FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND ! ITS HARD TO FIND A TRUSTED ONES. BEAR IN MIND. WANTS TO SAY ANYTHING ASK YOURSELF, WHETHER THAT PERSON CAN BE TRUSTED NOTS. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~ memories |
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Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 11:43 PM
F.U.N& M.E.A.N.I.N.G.L.E.S.S !
Beloved Jiejie : PROVE IT TO ME! updated my private blog lerhs! (: memories |
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@ 2:20 AM
S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S ! a short& simply post. ii've open my private blog lerhs. but there's no tagboard there. anything just tag on my public blog. ii havent post anything yet. Lols. should stay at home one day to clear my things& make my blog things lerhs. go out also keep spending money. wahlaos ~ ! wednesday maybe not going out. wanna save money !!! PROVE TO ME THAT YOU ARE ! we didnt even talk at all. why ?! that urge keep coming to me. but, haiis. whad to do, got to bear with it! going sleep now. goodnights ! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still waiting ~ memories |
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Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 12:05 AM
went to find my beloved bendan gfriend& ahchou kor on friday. peii them slack, walk around Paragon. Lols. saw the heels that ii want, quite expensive canxzxz! hahas. &back to 8tou. (: Sentosa today! enjoyed, my face is soooooo red. hahas, kanna sunburn. currently @ 850. nothing to do. hahas! memories |
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Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 12:53 AM
heard somethings. im angry about it. but ii dont give a damn anymore. that's your life, none of my business. wait till the day when you need us, ii will treat you back like how you did! NO one will talk to you. DONT bother about you. since you like this kind of life so much, then carry on bahs. wont say so much lerhs, no use at all. im tired! my stomach hurt me damn lots. ): went gym, 850 then home! superb lazy to type everything out. hahas! ii've decided to let go gans lerhs. see who is unlucky bahs. your dont care, ii also dont care :] let go gans derhs reason is because ii dont wanna make myself head big. &your didnt bother about me, why must ii bother so much. continue be friends bahs. sleeping soon, tml got to wakeup early to meet my beloved darling! later she complain, wait for me very long again. haha :} ii miss her alots! ♥ meetup soon alright! pray hard that no one will make me angry in class. coz im super tired. hahahahaha! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is waiting ~ memories |
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Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 12:34 AM
today is alright (: PE : run 3 rounds without stopping. yeahs, wanna slim down. if not later people dont want me. hahaha! alright, after that is standing board jump. hated it! so ii tell spongebob that when NAPFA comes then ii will do. if fail then do it again. dont want make myself paiseh in front of so many people. muhahahah! Rickson brother& Kevin Leow play soccer then saw a rat. they hit it. OMFG! so pity the rat. so we decide to keep the rat, went canteen to buy container. after that, bring it to class. no teacher notice it. hahah! Power horhs. Science : damn restless& tired. feel like sleeping, but ii didnt. English : ii did my work ! (: Recess : didisiaosiao. Lols! MT : ii did my work ! (: guai okays. Maths : ii dont even know whad the teacher talk about ! got to concentrate lerhs. CPA : late for class& ms soo is inside. ii scared kanna caught sials. haha ! but ii did not, she ask me to see her when im free. Lols, she want chat with me. yeahs! ii finish everything liaos. now left the planning of the websites derhs. stress sials, wahlaos! go to find picture& etc at home liaos. school comp is lagging! too many people using internet liaos. pekcek =.=!! Assembly : went to let go the rat, in the end late for class. After school loh! superb happy, 3 people waiting for the princess to come out. hahas! thanks for waiting! Love your lahs! ♥ walk to Zhongzheng, in the end nothing happen. Lols. then walk back 8 head. & blablabla! cabby back home with xiangxiang. went back home, bath& etc. Funland to find xiangxiang& jiejie, went 925 eat. meet qisheng papa at northpoint. then back funland, slack play game. back 8 head. slack, talk craps. &cabby home with xiangxiang (: sleeping soon, tml morning meeting darling, xiangxiang& Rickson sister. Lols! there's improvement. hope it will improve more! happy* got to fork out time to reply my BaiChi letter. bet he's busy studying too. hope he will get his N level cert inside there. misses ♥ ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is waiting ~ memories |
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 12:49 AM
Joanne: Girl , ii know everything lerhs. dont need to blame henry anything. dont make things till like that okays ? just be back with him. ii dont want anybody to get hurt, ii doesnt love him anymore. so, if you really do love him. prove to him& go back to him. dont push him here& there anymore. If, me& him is fated to be tgt then we will be back next time. as for now, you dont have to worry the both of us. Go Back To Him. TakeCare. as whad ii've said, dont coz of guys we like that. Baby: Bi, go back to her. ii bet that she really do love you derhs. dont make things so complicated okays ? same old words, if we fated to be, we will be back. Go Back To Her. Takecare! PaPa: though you did not view my blog. ii still want to say thanks. as ii told you, ii will re-consider about it (: dont worry! ii've ask him lerhs. ii will give you time bahs. haiis. dont hurt me even more, dont treat me so cold please. Loved ! ♥ im superb tired now. tml will be a tiring day somemore. argh! yeahs, tml beloved jiejie come to school& fetch a princess. hahaha! gonna sleep soon. Bendan GirlFriend, Beloved JieJie, PaPa, LinJei Korkor& Junior KorKor. thanks for supporting me.& ii will make up a decision which ii will not regret derhs. Loved ! ♥ ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is waiting ~ memories |
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 1:43 AM
Baby! Just follow your heart alright. ii dont wish anyone to get hurt anymore. ii also dont want to get hurt lerhs. so make up your mind soon. dont need to jam derhs, just do whad you gonna do. those thing ii say to you, ii doesnt mean the meaning derhs. you should know it yourself, ii dont have to say so much lerhs. we're just Gans& thats all. tell me an answer soon bahs. (: Takecare of yourself& cheers ;} given myself a time lerhs. my heart is aching! when will this stop ? ii will ask you this few days. when im prepared! ii dont wish anyone to get hurt lerhs. maybe we should have sort things out in the beginning. but we didnt. scared ii will do silly things again. but, all ii can say is ii try my best not to. ii will make up a decision when ii know your answer. dont want my life to carry on with so much miserable& hurtful things anymore. no matter whad the answer will be, ii will still be there for you when you need me. (: Loved ♥ bendan Gfriend tml start work lerhs. get the 1st pay must treat me eat hors. hahas! jiayous. hope you will do things smoothly yahs. Thanks for the support, ii will ask him this few days. Loveyou tons! ♥ people who are there for me when im down, thanks alots. & thanks for the support! (: ♥ 25 Jan will be starting our course work lerhs. damn stressup canxzxz! but yeahs, today ii done my CPA thingy. though im quite tired, got no choice ): so ii got to buck up for the rest of the days ;] read BaiChi wrote to me the letter, ii cried out. OMFG, suddenly miss him damn much. ii really hope he's outside& be there for me like whad he does. haiis, its impossible. want his new address, please let me know. shag now, my mind is blank! im tired, but ii keep thinking it makes me cant sleep at all. there's the urge there! fuckmanxzxz! boy, ii really hope you will treat me better. haiis(!) this will be the last time im gonna ask you. Loved ! ♥ ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is being hurts! memories |
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Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 1:07 AM
came back home not long (: yeahs, ii got 2 hamster. Linjei korkor buy for me derhs (: Thanks korkor! why should ii behave myself when you're around ? Lols, he is just playing with it only mahs. you got to take it so serious ? im single, not attached. so ii dont have to worry Bfriend jealous or whad. ii know whad im doing anyway. (: LastLong with her. dont hurt any girls anymore. esp, that girl ii know derhs. (: dont make a mistake again. every step you do please think carefully. BaiChi reply me letter lerhs. havent read yet. im tired ): will update tml again. Goodnights. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi. ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is being hurt! memories |
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Friday, January 08, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
back from school long ago ~ kinda bored now, charging my stupid phone. argh! waited for so long now only 60%. Fuck mans. wanna go out derhs leiis. Lols. tonight gonna meetup with you guys. hahas, going eat beancurd. hoho ~ who wanna join contact me alright (: tml having flag day at northpoint, 927 or chongpang. still haven choose the place yet, hope is kanna northpoint eh. come& donate money okays (: if you're kind! gonna prepare soon. then go out, eat then come back take phone. IM HUNGRY ! byebye ~ continue, currently@ junior kor house. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi ! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is being hurts! memories |
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@ 1:49 AM
im so blank now! gonna open back my private blog lerhs. im just like an idiot, waiting& waiting for the right timing. wanted to ask you just now, but you're already stressing things. that's why didnt ask. why must ii care bout your feeling ? since you already treat me so cold lerhs. do things openly lahs, dont have to hide anyth else from me already. im not a 3 years old kid& im not blind, deaf. ii can see& hear from people okays! dont ever make me do nasty things! loving you, but cant do/say anyth. haiis! gonna sleep now! dont wanna think so much, ii think is enough! Goodnights ♥ memories |
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Thursday, January 07, 2010 @ 4:49 PM
my blog kinda rot ? yeahs,& im updating it now. firstly, ii got to post something paiseh. before school reopen, ii went to school& buy my books with junior korh. went to 850 after that,& ii found out ii bought sec3 book. Lols! ii miss sec3 so muchhh lahhhhs! he keep disturb me norhs. angry ! hahas. post liaos horhs, dont nagg liaos. Lols. school is kinda boring for me now. lots of course work coming up lerhs. ): will be tiring! im sick, argh. so xinku in the morning, got the feeling gonna vomit. F ~ saturday, headache day lahs. sentosa or flag day ? havent decide yet. go or dont go ?! help me! ii wanna enjoy derhs sials, then suddenly pop out flag day. Fucking Hells! =.= im charging my phone now, so irritated. need to use usb& charge, got to wait so long. HUNGRY, gonna cook thing eat liaos. gastric liaos, idiot =.= going out later on, after ii eat& change. Love my beloved jiejie lahs. cannot forget me horhs, later you got your ho sister jius dont want me liaos. hahah! seeyaaaaaaa later on ~ ♥ Finally one thing is over. But till now ii still cant believe is true, aiyah forget it. Faster go& find a stead okays. haha! thanks for those memories (: appreciated! another thing is not yet over. im scared, keep finding out things which ii shouldnt have know. how ?! speechless when ii saw you, how am ii going to face this ? haiis! yeahs, BaiChi went to study already. hope everything he does goes smoothly ya! miss him so much, but ii dont have the time to visit him. IM SORRY! misses ♥ as for X.Bear precious, ii dont know anyth bout him. so worried for him, dont know whads going on there. haiis! miss him so much, but ii cant visit him at all. hope time flies. misses ♥ myself, school is alright but kinda lazy. classmates is GOOD, having fun tgt. hahas! friends, alright. gans, see who lorhs. will say goodbye to some of them. relationship is complicated now, gonna sort things out when time is up ? overall, im happy! ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still Waiting ~ memories |
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Monday, January 04, 2010 @ 12:21 AM
im back to post ! A new year, a new start! ii miss 2009 manxzxz! but too bad, have to go on. though in 2009 there's r/s, f/s & lots things happen, ii still miss it! hope everything goes smoothly this year bahs. why things happen till like that ? im blaming myself, why you become like that. why you do things coz of me. WHY! all ii can tell you is IM SORRY! there's no more feeling lerhs, anyth next time then say bahs. DONT EVER DO THAT THINGS AGAIN! II HATED IT THE MOST CANXZXZ! forgive me that im so cruel! im like an idiotic here. maybe ii shouldnt have talk to you. maybe ii shouldnt have know you. maybe ii shouldnt have love you. haiis, why do you have to hurt me like that ? wanted to ask you something, but dont dare& you're not free. haiis! hope those hurts will stop now. give me an answer, whad are we now. tml going to school lohhhhh! yeahs, miss my classmates manxzxz! lols. ♥ X.Bear& BaiChi! ♥ Chrislin; Th.LilGurl is still Waiting ~ memories |